The Duke Family

One of the things that I have been fearful of during this storm, is having to tell someone what happened. Having to say the words. Those dreaded words..."we lost our Jordan". I finally returned to church Sunday. I had to say them Sunday. It was hard. Tonight, we took the boys to Awana. I ran into someone else who didn't know what had happened. It is a VERY uncomfortable situation. I thought it might be easier each time but a wiser, more seasoned mother in this specific area told me I was wrong and I believe her. I think 2 years down the road, there will be days when I will react the same way I did Sunday. I will say the words, then the tears will come.
I have to share this quote. I love when God gives you quotes and verses that you just NEED...I needed this one today...
"Living a life of faith means never knowing where you are being led. But it does mean loving and knowing the One who is leading. It is literally a life of faith, not of understanding and reason --a life of knowing Him who calls us to go." ~Oswald Chambers

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*a side note*
Please be in prayer that my CK levels don't go haywire. They have gone up a little. Not enough to change medication or anything but I am praying that won't happen! Thank you!